Our Soul Energy is Very Real...

In my book The Light Within Me...Glows Also Within You...I did not share this particular story...

It was a couple weeks after my son Jonah passed away, I had received a text message in the evening hours...it read..."Call before your service is out" it was Sept 22 the day before my birthday. I was fighting for my sanity at that time with a heart totally broken and a foggy mind trying to stay sane while swimming in the depths of grief...red swollen eyes from the daily sobbing...

My oldest son, my very first true love in this life, would not be here to help me celebrate my birthday...there are 3 days that hit me extra hard and I miss my son the most...without fail my tears fall naturally as I whimper softly or just sob...those days that are the most difficult for me are...the anniversary of his death, his birthday and my birthday...of course Holidays are hard as well...which goes without saying.

Back to the text...when I saw it, I thought...oh man, what the heck is this now?!? I put aside my phone for the night and told myself I would deal with it the following day.

So... the next afternoon I remembered oh yea, I need to call about that dang text! Of course, I called it directly from the number which I received the text from. The number had a 414 Milwaukee area code. A male's voice answered, in a nice but annoyed tone, I said ..."Yes, Hello, I am calling regarding the text you sent me yesterday, what exactly is this about?!" The guy says, "I have No Idea what you are talking about"..."What do you mean!? If you didn't send me the text who did?!" I desperately replied. "I have no idea or know what you are talking about" was his reply again...so I read back the number and the text word for word to him... he insisted he had no clue!

My mind is now reeling at this point and for some odd reason I decided to ask him what he did for a living? He said he was a musician in the Milwaukee area. Knowing how much my son Jonah loved music, it popped into my head to ask him if he knew Jonah Marciniak? He replied "Yes, how do you know him?!?" I cried out "I'm his mom! He was my son! How is this happening right now?!" My head was spinning...

This person on the other end of the phone then proceeded to tell me he had known my Jonah for a long time. I asked him his name (which in hindsight, I should have written it down) he continued speaking...telling me his friends called him "Popeye" he also knew how Jonah supposedly had died and boldly encouraged me to go after the cops, that there are many dirty ones and that if I needed his help, do not hesitate to contact him. He repeated his thoughts a couple times...on how he felt about some police officers, saying they can be brutal and hateful...and possibly even do the unthinkable!

I was numb...stunned...because at that point in time, there was only a tight circle of family and friends who knew any of the details regarding how my son died...yet this total stranger to me... was advising me to fight for justice for Jonah. I thought I knew most of Jonahs friends that were close to him...but not this guy with the nickname Popeye.

I then asked him if he was coming to the Celebration of Life that I was having for Jonah on October 1, 2016. He said yes, he was planning on it. I asked him to please make sure he introduced himself to me on that day, and he promised he would. We told each other to take care and said our good-byes.

Well, he never showed up to the celebration...I had shared this phone encounter with Jonahs closest friends...none knew of a Popeye...I had called that number back leaving a couple messages asking to please call me...I never received a call back. The last time I tried calling the number, a woman answered, and she had no idea who Popeye was either...

Such a strange and mysterious occurrence to happen heh?

Just before I started writing this blog, I checked my phone to see if I still had the text...I do...So not only is the text message a mystery but who... is... Popeye?

Could it be that Jonahs soul energy was able to send that message so I would connect with Popeye? I do not have any other answer...

Our souls are not made of physical matter they are made of an electromagnetic force, each are made from spiritual energy and are definitely real. Thanks to many who have had near death experiences, we know for certain that souls exist in the afterlife. Spirit energy (or what I refer to as the light of God) is indestructible as souls are indestructible, they are eternal things that mainly reside in the afterlife.

What is really interesting is the miracle of life which is the process of a soul attaching to a body when a human is born. In that first breath we take, God also comes to life within us...his Holy Spirit glows inside each of us!

I have heard and read about others who have noticed strange things happening to lights, radios, computers, televisions, after experiencing the loss of loved ones.

This amazing soul energy which we all have...does this energy enable us to manipulate these earthly technological energies after we die? Does this Godly force allow us to send messages to our loved ones who are still here on this earth after our bodies have died? Yes...I think yes...

Choose Faith and...Always Love

Brenda xo

Me and my Sweet Jonah...Always on my mind...Forever in my Heart xo